"I’m surrounded by negativity and depression,
and it absolutely brings me down.
I don’t want to be sad and I don’t want to feel the way I do,
because this sadness does not belong to me.
It’s in my friends and the comfort I bring them,
when I tell them I understand and I’m there for them.
But their thoughts and contemplations are toxic,
and they’re spreading through my veins becoming my own.
This is not the life I want to lead
I can not abandon them
but I can not be sad anymore” - big jet plane : patientlights